Category Archives: My Spiritual Journey

Sound and Light

Amazing things began to happen to me. I began to have experiences of “The Light” and found myself working with various Healers who worked with Energetic Healing, Flower Essences, Reiki and Sound.  Sound.  It was not long before I began to find that sounds began to form within me and wanted to be expressed.  I began to learn how to make specific tones and chants from the voice for healing.

It was certainly a surprise as I had never taken any classes on healing or Energywork. I had never taken any course on Soundhealing.  These qualities began to emerge from me intuitively, unintended and unprovoked by me.

During this time I remembered that several years earlier, while working in the Neonatal Intensive Care Unit, I saw an infant who was struggling to breathe and was being given oxygen through a small plastic “hood” placed  over his face and head.  He had the severe substernal retractions characteristic of a newborn in respiratory distress syndrome.  Although I was not his Nurse that night, I felt a strong need to go to his bedside and lay my hands on his small chest to heal him.  My action was spontaneous and was not coming from a linear place in my mind but instead came from an inner awareness.   I remember returning to work the next day and going over to see if the baby was better.  I was happy to see he was now breathing normally and was no longer requiring oxygen. On a deep level, I knew that my laying on of hands had helped to heal him.  This occurred several years before I began to have my Spiritual Awakening when I began to discover my innate healing abilities.  For many years I had expressed my healing abilities through mainstream Clinical Nursing using the traditional Western Medical Model.

I was going faster and faster into a previously unknown, or should I say, forgotten aspect of myself. I was waking up.  I began to have connections with other Sound Healers and was able to present my Intuitive Sound Healing Work at International Sound Healer’s Colloquiums and Conferences.  I presented Sound and Energywork at the American Holistic Nurses Association Conferences, first in Sedona, then at several other venues.  I presented my Soundhealing on radio, television, at fairs,  and eventually at the Whole Life Expo in San Francisco. My life was no longer the same.  I no longer looked at the world in the same way. Everything I did in my life was now related to following Divine guidance, without hesitation. I found an inner guidance that has carried me all these years and is still propelling me to the Light and to Enlightenment.

Thank you to all of those who helped me on the way.  Thank you to all of those who continue to help me to Wake Up and find the Light of my own True Self.

 

 

Waking up

All of a sudden I was catapulted into what I now know was my Spiritual Path.  At the time I did not realize that I was being guided by a higher power, or by actual spiritual guides.  To this day I do not know who came to me and spoke to me, telling me it was not time yet to leave this earth, that there was something I was here to do.

Each day I found surprising answers to my problems.  The tent in the woods was a good solution to get to clean air and healing energy.  The cassette tape of Shakti Gawain, a prominent spiritual healer at that time, was helping me to begin to clear my energy, open my “chakras” and begin the process of learning about energy healing.  I had never heard of “chakras” before and now I found myself visualizing the energies of my own body and balancing them.  I had never heard of “The Light” before and now, through her direction,  was bringing Divine Light directly into my body.

It was shortly thereafter that I met a woman who would help me to realize the spiritual aspect of myself, that I was a Lightworker and was here to bring Light to the world.  I also discovered that I had been working with Health Care Professionals who were also Lightworkers and whom, without my awareness, had already been  helping me to “Wake Up” to my True Self.

I would like to thank them for all they did for me and for the wonderful times we had together. I had the most amazing experiences working with all of them and soon found my own path to the LIGHT.

Journey to the Self

For the past 30 years I have been on a Journey to the Self.  I began without any awareness that this was to become the main goal and the greatest focus of my life.  It began with the sound that reverberated from a small chime struck by Ram Dass during an evening of meditation he gave in California.  The vibration of the chime went deep into my soul, my psyche.  Something inside me moved.  Resonated.  Began to wake up.

BE HERE NOW.

Bless you Ram Dass, you were the catalyst that propelled me onto the amazing journey that I am now on, in search of the Self, my SELF.